(Insert Sarcastic Title Here)

This post is different.

The years that have passed since I first got serious about writing have changed me dramatically. Writing has been a huge part of me. Heck, it changed me, too. I wrote five full manuscripts and several unfinished ones. In all, that’s approximately 430,000 words.

I don’t regret those 430,000 words. Sure, some of those drafts were a little cruddy (okay, more than a little), but they were real. And I worked hard on them. They’ve revealed things inside of me that I might’ve never found otherwise.

I’d planned on becoming a full time writer for years. It’s all I’d ever wanted. In fact, it felt like the only thing I could rely on.

Then I went to summer camp, where my earth was shaken. Sure, I’d been to this camp before. I’d experienced God in crazy ways at this camp. However, I’ve always tried to run from what He was telling me. A couple weeks after returning home, we had a conversation that went something like this—

Him: Yeah, you should totally stop writing novels. You’re going crazy.

Me: *pretends to not hear* *starts new novel*

Him: Stoooooooooooppppppppp.

Me: Grrrrreeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wwhhyyyyy.

Him: But I—

Me: But this is the only thing I like! What will I do with my life?

Him: But do you really like it?

Me: …

Him: Do you really think this is the only thing you can do with writing?

Me: …

Him: There are so much bigger things than being published.


So yes. This is it. I’m not going to write novels anymore.

Writing slowly became an obsession. Then, as my obsession progressed, I was no longer able to focus on my sole reason for existence.



Writing is an incredible thing. Writing is magic. Writing is therapeutic.

I love creating things out of nothing more than prior knowledge of the universe and imagination. I even love writing about my creations. I love the title of “Writer”.

If you love writing, then keep on writing. If it works for you, then keep working.

But don’t let your creations overshadow your Creator.

A week ago, I would’ve never dreamed I’d be doing this or admitting these things. There are so much bigger things than becoming a published author. I can’t base my life on fear of financial instability. I need to base my life on the one thing I can trust.

I’ll probably keep this blog up (since people seem to like it), but I’m putting my writing to a new cause. You can find me at www.knowingthepower.com, where I’ll probably be talking more about this.

Thank you for viewing this blog. Thank you for reading my posts. (Actually no; you were supposed to be writing.) You guys have made my writing life an even more adventurous one.

But I’m ready for the next adventure—whatever that may be.




7 thoughts on “(Insert Sarcastic Title Here)

  1. I admire you a lot, Sarah. If God told me to stop writing, I… I would struggle with that. It is my passion, and as much as I try not to idolize it, much of my time is spent writing and thinking about writing and talking about writing… *shrug* I have to keep reminding myself what I’m really living for — writing won’t matter to me seventy years from now.
    Go you, girl, for doing the right thing, for sacrificing something you love for Him. ❤

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  2. I just want to say that I really admire your courage in doing this. That is a huge (and I would imagine really, really hard) decision, but obedience to Christ is always worth it. I’m praying for you as you start your new adventure, and I’m sure God will bless it and use you in ways you never imagined. 🙂

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  3. I’ll be honest and say that this was really difficult for me to read, because it’s something that pains me to think about giving up. But I’m also really, really impressed by your determination and faith here, and I’ve definitely followed your other blog — I know I’m just a stranger on the internet but I’m kinda excited to see the sorts of things God is going to do in your life. 😀

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